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The Lord is my shepherd, and I shall not want. God is showing me what that really means, for Jesus to be my shepherd. For him to be enough, and for me to still want-yearn-desire-long for possession-feeling-familiarity, and tell him “no, you’re not obviously not enough.” (Totally mutilated sentence, but don’t really care.) I am his sheep though. He is my Father though, when I used to be fatherless. I used to be fatherless. Not anymore. I want to adopt when I have my own family. The Lord is my shepherd. I am well. I feel like my soul is ahead of my heart, and my heart is ahead of my mind.

I just want to be with my mom dude. She’s my newest friend, my oldest hero. Today is my sister’s first junior prom. I called her to tell her to have a good time, and she was all in a hurry and such.

Saturday Apr 4 @ 07:52pm