Prone to Wander

Prone to wander, Lord I feel it
Prone to leave the God I love
Here’s my heart, Lord
Take it, seal it
Seal it for Thy courts above 

It’s astounding, the sense of homelessness I experience when I know I’ve wandered too far from His embrace for too long. Being apart from Jesus leaves me as vulnerable as ever to lies I’ve just escaped from, temptations I’ve just conquered by his strength. This sense of vulnerability leaves me anxious, and I find my mind shuffling left and right in this semi-miserable moment at Stacks, studying for an ESPM final I don’t care at all about, leafing through all the memories of intimate relationships and moments of belonging I’ve ever had, to find a thought of home to cling to for comfort.

So I come back to your throne already knowing you’re waiting for me. You are now and forever will be my only home.

That you bled for a soul who can’t even cling to her Savior amazes me. Worthy is He.

Tuesday Dec 12 @ 03:11am
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